is my life worth the chase?

..so its one fine morning where i get to sleep on my own bed after loooong weeks of being off in the faraway land of aliens and stressed out chickens,

and there i was ... comfortably drooling on my ever soft pillows..dreaming about rainbows and butterflies when my phone started buzzing off the crazy tone ive installed recenly..cursing, swearing and almost wishing i could kill the phone i pick it up and guess what its my boss's boss...the first persons voice i hear in my "so called normal morning of fresh Male' air and a husband snoring next to me"!!!! arrrrgh..

bham my world transforms..me handcuffed , standing before the judge as i get questioned about the rates, charges, contracts ..you name it!! and with a mind doing a little bit of snoring i try to answer the questions..and then i hear her talking abt her coming over to my land of stressed out chickens and be the crownless queen for two looong days..by the time she finished not only my mind was screaming "alarms" but all my body organs including the nails and the ungrown hairs in my body were wide awake...


so in one of the few normal morning i get..i dragged myself to the office and locked up my fingers in the keyboards, phone to my ears and with a red bull drink looking at me and asking me to drink it up before it loses its coldness and changes to a funny taste..my normal morning...arrrrrgh

my life has been locked up in this routine chases ..my normal mornings are being tormented by the wheels of Bureaucracy...and i wonder if this is worth it? this fight, the chase, the torment..is swallowing up my life slowly and spitting it out in this small disgusting muddy pieces...

so by the end of my one fine morning of dramas i made up my mind to put away the fight and live my life!! one fine day..i am gonna start living my life !!!