in the midst of the dawn you came through..and i surrendered myself to you
like a star in the dark sky you lit me up and entered me
i crave to caress your face one more time before i die
i long to feel the forbidden apple before i release my last breath
i dont ask you for love, i dont ask you to take me home
i just want you to need me like i need you love
yes...this is me craving for mellow..it took me so long to say i love him and he made me feel like a dirty slut. I am one of those girls who saved her virginity for the man she married..and the i met mellow and my life changed. He became my forbidden apple that i tasted one night and now every night i sleep longing for his touch.
I told him i will never call him but then i call him again..i am crazy i know..and i still feel like the dirty mistress in disguise..i know he will never want me but i really need him to be there. I dont expect anything from him just for him to say that he needs me. It took me 2 years to tell him that i love him and all he said was "OK" ..it took me ages for me to tell him that i wont call him and he said "OK"..it took me so many days to call him back again and i asked him "do you give a shit about me" and he said "he will talk about it later"
so here i am ...back again..feeling like the dirty slut that was his forbidden apple for a night!!
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